To say I have been gone for a little while is an understatement. I took a break from everything — social media, blogging, and so much more. I was not happy with myself, and I was honestly really sad and stressed. I had a hard time doing much of anything besides watching TV. It’s a good thing I had not started school yet because I would have been doing poorly.
I’m back though. I am feeling better than ever. I have a new job, am starting at in a new master’s program, moved to a new city, making new friends and so much more. Honestly, I didn’t realize how down in the dumps and just overall not well I was until I started to feel better. It’s crazy how that works. This isn’t the first time I didn’t realize how sick I was until I got better. Before my last heart surgery, I felt terrible, but I didn’t realize I felt terrible until I felt better. You get used to the way you feel, and you forget how it feels to be well. I don’t know if that makes any sense, but that is the best I can explain it.
I am in such a better head space than ever before and I am genuinely happy for the first time in a long time. I feel like things are finally coming together in the best way possible. I can’t wait to share my life with everyone and look forward to hearing from all of you as well!